motherhood, politics, faith & whatnot

so, we’ll try posting through here.  I can’t risk losing my NaBloPoMo status.  It’s the last day today.  I’m pretty sure that I got a post in everyday.  I thought I might miss a day, but I even managed that one.  It’s been fun and I’ll continue it either on this site or on reindeergames.blogsome.com which is feeling quite neglected at the moment.  By me, I mean. 

Do you ever have times when you are frustrated with yourself for not being a certain way?  If you are not very good at something, should you not do it all?  What value is there in you doing it, if you can’t do it as well as others?  I know, I’m being vague.  A crisis of self-confidence, methinks, I’m having.  At work, I’m a "session lead" which means I run some of the sessiosn.  There are several us, and we had a meeting the other night and I sometimes feel like such a dufus compared to the other ones.  I don’t particularly like customer service and I’m certainly not as good at kissing people’s asses and being knowledgeable about our product.  So, do I have any business doing it at all?  What if they see my weaknesses, too?  I feel like the weakest link.  But is it OK to still be a link, even if you are the weakest one.  It reminds me of that joke about even the person making the Ds in med school, still gets an MD, or something like that. . . 

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